I've written two other blog posts today...that I'm not posting.
Why? It's not what's on my heart today. The things that are really on my heart are things I can't write about...
Friends in crisis that I'm praying for.
Situations that seem impossible that I'm talking to the Lord about.
Needs that I'm bringing just to the Lord.
It's that kind of a day. I feel the weight of these things, though they are not my burden to carry and I'm entrusting them to the Lord. Yet my heart is heavy. I can't pretend to be emotionally engaged in something else when these things are on my mind.
So...I'm putting faith into practice, praying and trusting God for what's really on my heart today.